Buffy and Angel have made me cry more times than I remember. I sobbed on and off throughout the final Harry Potter chapters. I think this beat them all, even if it didn’t happen till the end. I was enjoying the episode like crazy and feeling the suspense, but I just couldn’t get over 'it’s the end' enough to sink in and feel the emotion. I felt so disappointed in *myself* for missing out on the scenes every one else was crying over. And then I figured out what was going on a few seconds before Jack and I burst into tears. Just all of a sudden, from nothing to full on shaking and tears and not being able to breathe. I loved every minute of it, both the episode and my reaction.

Strangely though, despite being with this show for years, I’m not feeling depressed in the way I often have been with others (Buffy, Angel, and The 4400). I’m happy for it and satisfied completely.

I’m still feeling shaky and it’s way too late for anything coherent, so I think I’ll just leave it at that for now.

I finished this picspam weeks ago and totally forgot about it. Not very epic as far as Final Lost Day picspams could go, but it’s all I have to offer for goodbye :-(  *sob*

…rocked, though I think I had a better time last year. I didn’t spend nearly as much this year despite having a good amount put aside for it and we only stayed for a few hours. Anyway:

Also, apologies to the flist for being so nonexistent with comments and posting. I had a pretty bad anxiety attack a month or so ago and haven’t been in a great mood since then, though I’m feeling better now.

I saw this Angel ACEO on ebay a few weeks ago, fell in love, bought. It was pretty enough when it came that I feel the need to show it off (though the scanner is making some of the coloring appear off):

Also, I just checked the Motor City Comic Con guest list and… Dorian Gregory (Charmed) and Max Brooks (Zombie Survival Guide) are on it! So I’ve spent the last half hour bouncing around the house in excitement.

Oh my God!!!! That’s pretty much all I’m coherent enough to say.

I don’t usually do New Year’s resolutions, but I was bored and wanted to see if I could actually come up with 100 things (I fail at having goals). I couldn’t.

They’re almost all really simple and specific because otherwise I would never even attempt to do them, plus I needed a lot. So far I've only got 71 and half of them are fandom-related. So, I’ll try to think of more, but if anyone wants to challenge me (*cough*convert me to your favorite TV show, pairing, etc.*cough*) with something fairly simple or fitting with the type of the things on the list, I’m totally willing to try it so that I can add more things and feel less pathetic  :-D

*sigh* I used to read so much more, but now I just prefer serial television too much to really get into any other form of storytelling. Bold = really like/love.